The meeting I had today with Jill made me think. No, I had not prepared as she expected me to, and no, I was not able to write things as she thought I should be, but there were reasons. I have no intentions to tell the reasons to her because I don’t think she wants to hear, and I basically understand what she really thinks. So I told myself, this is a learning process and nobody wants to see me fail. I’ll just stay calm, listening to everyone carefully, accepting what I’m told. This is the way to get it through, this is the way to be a professional in the field.